A Reminder
It's raining tonight. Looking at my phone, thinking if should text you, the stars aren’t out tonight, but it is only me, cold and alone. I’m missing you and it is evident that this feeling will encompass every piece of me until, by some miracle, I am able to forget. Then and only then, piece by piece, will I be whole again. For without you, I am a broken puzzle. Tell me why you left me like this, with nothing but my thoughts and memories, tattered dreams of us together. It is impossible to rid myself of all these feelings, of all this sorrow that weighs down on me like bricks sinking to the ocean’s sandy bottom. I see myself drowning in the great abyss of anguish and it is all I can do to keep from drowning. Maybe I should stop trying to trying to swim to the surface. Maybe I should let the current of regret and memories drown me. Until I met you, I was a just me, never smiled much, bubbled in my own world, listening to my music on my headphones. Never looked at anyone much, n...
